Don't hold back when
praying to God -- tell him exactly what's wrong and insist on holding
him to his promises, Pope Francis said. Prayer should be like speaking
face-to-face with a friend: "without fear, freely and also with
insistence," the pope said in his homily April 3 during an early morning
Mass in the chapel of the Domus Sanctae Marthae. Pope Francis' homily
focused on the day's reading from the Book of Exodus (32:7-14), in which
Moses begs God to spare his people, even though they have created a
golden calf to worship as their god. God says he's going to let his
wrath "blaze up against them to consume them," but Moses reminds the
Lord that these are his own people he has saved before and has promised
to make their descendants "as numerous as the stars in the sky." Pope
Francis said that, in the day's reading, Moses shows what praying to God
should really feel and sound like: not filled with empty words, but a
heartfelt, "real fight with God." Moses is courageously insistent and
argues his point, the pope said, and prayer must also be "a negotiation
with God, presenting arguments" supporting one's position.
I am just beginning to dive into the beautiful, ancient devotion to the Five Wounds of Jesus, and I wanted to share a bit of the journey with you. It can feel a little overwhelming at first to look at the Crucifix this closely, but I’ve found such a gentle guide in St. Bernard of Clairvaux . In his Jubilee Rhythm on the Passion, Bernard doesn't treat the wounds of Jesus as distant historical facts or sights to be avoided. Instead, he approaches them with the tenderness of a friend, speaking directly to the feet, hands, side, and face of our Lord. For someone like me who is just starting out, his rhythm teaches that prayer isn't just about reciting words; it’s a holy hide-and-seek. Bernard invites us to literally hide ourselves within these wounds, seeing them as clefts in the rock where we can find shelter when our own lives feel turbulent or heavy. As I start this process, I’ve been practicing what I call gazing and greeting. Following Bernard’s lead, I look at the Crucifix an...